So you think it's fun?

Most people I talked to about my job thinks it's fun and glam..  but thats what everyone sees.. nobody ever sees the dark side of it.. come to think of it, I've never actually enjoyed spending my bonuses, because every year, the money goes towards paying for costly mistakes.. and I'm talking thousands of ringgit.. I've lost count how much I've spent paying for unnecessary things.. this year is no different.. next month I'll have to pay up to reimburse a fresh new flight ticket out of my own pocket.. I'm really sick of keeping up with my bonuses only to have to spend it all on paying.. like fuck lah..

So if you ask me, is it really that fun in this line? Well, my reply is this, yes, there are the perks but there's also a lot of shit going about.. and some won't hesistate to throw you in front of the train.. I'm just thankful I have like the best boss ever, otherwise I would have long died with eyes wide open..